I am just loosing all self confidence in my art work,we have a portfolio review May 13th.I feel like nothing of mine is really worth putting up, I want my art to be noticed,but I just have a feeling others will be noticed and liked a lot more then mine. I mean I KNOW I can draw,and I can photoshop and do vectors...But, I look at my work and I feel horrible about it...I have changed my logo to look more professinol,so perhaps I'll get a job offer. I don't want it to look kiddish and like "Oh I am a rebel." Also, my dream school is going to be there...Which makes me feel like I need to pull stuff out of my ass,that well I just don't have.I just don't feel like I can do it...I don't know why,but its like going down hill for me right now. I work a lot so I don't have as much time as I like to work on stuff. We, finaly just got done with the one nine weeks,so my whole entier focous is going into this...But, Mrs.Clutter wants us to do more stuff,and it is very stress full...Becausae, this either can make or break you....I want to take some art work from this page and use it, esspically the ones where Autumn is my model.I just want someone that I don't know to approache me and acctually tell me that I am good at what I do...Not,just my friends, no offense to you guys...But, it would make me feel soooo much better about myself.
- Mood:
Anxious - Listening to: Rammstein
- Reading: your moms ass tattoo
- Watching: Nothing.
- Playing: Your mom.
- Eating: your mom
- Drinking: your mom.